Thinking about you - Frank O.

"Do ya think about me still...do ya, do ya?......or do you not think so far ahead?..... cause i been thinking bout forever...."

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quick update

i have not abandoned you guys. UNfortunately I have a bunch of family issues to attend to. With the series of unfortunate events it has given me a lot of fuel to get deeper in my next few posts. so stay tuned....

-ki

Watch the throne Documentary.

It's an interesting thing seeing history being made.....



Kanye West & Jay-Z: Watch The Throne Documentary from introspective on Vimeo.

Otis - Jay-z x Kanye West

"Political refugee asylum can be purchased"

"Watch the Throne" is set to be released on August 2, 2011............after hearing Otis, I CAN'T WAIT.

Sensuality....by like-a-lilikoi

I came across this on my tumblr and it was like she painted a collage of words and my spirit was her paint palette. So beautiful.

My sensuality is something that I am proud of. It is a large element of who I am and it is how I’ve always been…. but that does not mean I blatantly exploit  myself nor does it take away from the fact that I am intelligent/respectable. Sensuality, in my opinion, contributes  to intelligence in ways that many people don’t recognize because they confuse sensuality and sexuality. Sensuality is about senses, it includes the realm of sex, but it does not exclude the importance of sensing one’s surroundings in every way possible. Without a strong feel for all the elements of life, I don’t believe I could function properly, so my sensuality contributes to my survival. When I think of sensuality; I think of a mermaid, I think of confidence, I think of powerful energy, I think of spirituality, I think of dreams (day dreams and night dreams), I think of personal wisdom, I think of head-held-high, I think of beauty, I think of unstoppable ideas, I think of unconventional beauty, I think of teaching through learning and learning through teaching, I think of culture, I think of pride. When I’m lookin’ at sensuality; I’m seeing sunshowers, I’m seeing night swimming, I’m seeing Frida Kahlo and her art, I’m seeing breasts, I’m seeing flawless flaws, I’m seeing flowers, I’m seeing circles, I’m seeing sunkissed skin, I’m seeing the line of a man’s bicep to his shoulder, I’m seeing deep purples and reds, I’m seeing smoke roll out the lips, I’m seeing ocean. When I hear sensuality, I hear brazilian music, I hear soulful voices, I hear a moving story, I hear Erykah Badu, I hear Adele, I hear deep laughter, I hear the sound of a plane take off, I hear the breeze, I hear the ocean kissing the shore, I hear soft moans. When I feel sensuality; I feel cool water going down my throat or enveloping my form, I feel my bare feet touching the grass, water, dirt, or sand, I feel my hair being brushed behind my ear, I feel my heart beating faster than usual, I feel tears of sorrow/joy (they can be one in the same if you understand them fully), I feel past/present/future, I feel happiness, I feel respected, I feel compassion and passion, I feel the color of NARS orgasm blush, I feel warmth, I feel irie, I feel creative, I feel….I feel like myself.

Credits: http://like-a-lilikoi.tumblr.com/

Happy independence day!

Get drunk and eat alot! :-)


-Kelz

I don't believe you, you need more imagination.

Have you ever had a guy approach you with conversation and/or game so wack you just looked at them like this:

I've arrived at an especially frustrating point in my life, kind of unique actually because I've never really come across people who feel this way. I'm at the point where I can fully acknowledge that all men aren't the same, but I just keep hearing and seeing the same shit in them and everything about them is screaming to me that they're all the same, but I just don't believe that they are. I'm at a point where five minutes of conversation with guys gives me a headache. No creativity, no allure, no underlying charm.........just pure, monotonous, repetitive game. I honestly feel like they don't even take the time to peak our interests and stimulate our minds anymore before attempting to penetrate us. I feel like some of my fellow vagina carriers have made it so easy and accessible to them that men don't feel like they need to try very hard any more and it's annoying to the women who are actually so much more than what you see. It's like being a woman has become synonymous with being able to be controlled emotionally with little effort  and it's so fucking irritating, I cannot even begin tell you. Seasons have passed and I have yet to come across a dude who actually spit some slick shit to me that would make me even consider giving it up to him.........or one who didn't ruin it for himself by speaking, because honestly we know when we first look at you whether or not we'd give it up to you (not how fast, how possible). The ones who catch my interest now are the ones who I rarely exchange any words with and it's to the point that i'm actually hesitant to talk to a guy I'm truly interested in because i'm honestly scared that he'll open his mouth and my interest will disappear faster than Evelyn Lozada's draws in front of an NFL player. It's to the point where I'll listen to some men speak, then mentally mark where they fucked up in their approach and I want to correct them so badly but I don't want them to see it as encouragement.

Update your software every once in a while, don't be runnin the same game you were runnin last year, not even the same game you were running two months ago. True players are rolling stones, ever changing and ever evolving into the guy who's attractive to the one you're trying to penetrate, and never vulnerable because repetitiveness is a vulnerability. If you're the kind of dude who goes around trying to bag every woman you're attracted to, in other words a man whore, at least do it properly. Be interesting and precise with your deception, take the time to notice little things about the person you're approaching. If she's basic you can usually tell right off back, if you see that in her then by all means approach her that way.....walk up to her and be like "Hey shawty, you lookin good tonight"....be sure to rape her with you're eyes while you're saying this, and if she smiles and engages you in conversation then proceed to plan what positions you're going to bend her basic ass into that very night, it'll be easy because she's basic. You cannot however approach an intelligent young lady that way. If your introduction is something she hears all the time, such as that line you used to bag basic Becky, then forget it because more than likely twelve other thirsty ass unimaginative dudes beat you to it. Little things women do, like they way we walk, the way we carry ourselves, they way we smile, they say a lot about us. Here's a little experiment for you: Watch a girl who you know is basic, preferably one you've smashed, look at the way she walks, the way she expresses herself, the way she communicates with her peers and even with you, watch her mannerisms. Next look at a girl who you know for a fact values herself, a girl who you'd never dare approach with your bullshit because you know she'd see right through it, but be sure to observe them when they don't know you're watching so you can see their genuine ways. I guarantee even the tiny differences you see will open your eyes.....learn those differences.

Social networks fuck your game up......seriously, like facebook and twitter are THE fucker uppers of deception. A basic ass player will tell on himself on Facebook so quick and not even realize he did or have himself told on and not even realize it. I've had instances where I was attracted to someone, then I added them on Facebook and my attraction to them just decreased with every unoriginal random rap lyric he posted, every douche baggish profile picture he put up, and every basic ass woman he hit and quit trying to get his attention. Men put red flags all over face book and don't even realize it, but I honestly don't fully  judge them until I hear them speak and nine times out of ten it usually goes right along with what their Facebook says. Don't put your life on social networks if you're trying to be deceptive and if you do, don't let the person you're trying to deceive into that part of your world.

I'm not saying that I have some superior intellect or some super natural gift that enables me to tell when i'm being lied to, I don't. When I was younger and less wise, I was basic and I fell for some of that shit. I honestly think back to some of the things I listened to and believed and some of the things I did because of me putting my trust in people who clearly didn't give a fuck about me and the things I had to offer besides my nani, and I honestly want to slap myself. But I learned, I forgave myself, I forgave them, and I became wiser. I observed my friends, acquaintances, even people I don't know go through those same hoops and more. I learned and quite frankly i'm bored with your repetitive shenanigans, so bored in fact that I almost wish I was young and stupid again, so at least my mind would be somewhat stimulated by the tedious shit that comes out of your mouth and no matter how many times I've heard it before, I could cling to the prospect that "this one said the same exact thing but he could be different".........that even sounds stupid but there once was a time when I would tell myself that and it would placate me. I know there's someone out there who will change my mind and hit me with some really good, genuine shit, I just haven't come across him yet.

I'll never straight up tell a guy my weaknesses (I do have some, too many actually) but I will tell you that it's intriguing to watch someone try to figure them out. It shows me that you have a genuine interest in me and even if you are just trying to get in my pants, at least you're really trying and not half assing it, it's less insulting..........you get a few brownie points for that, but not many.......we'll probably just end up being friends and i'll probably be calling you up when I want some head or something along those lines............................. Just kidding. :-D

Let me close with this quote a wise rapper named Tyga once tweeted and it stuck with me, for all the men who fuck through nations of women with disregard for their quality:

"You hurt the right one, and you'll be wrong all your life."




-Kelz